no matter what happened, how fucking the life is, I will move on.

 Move on Zay Linn, Move on.

 

Waa one whole week never blog ready!!!!!!!!!

Lols, one week had passed by....I got my pay (which is a miserable amount $279, OMFG, can you believe it, man anyways, who asked me to take a lot leave during June. Haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

So I used my $$ to buy a new spectacle and a bag, which cost almost $200. of course, only left with $79 to spent for this whole month. Hopefully my pitiful bank account will still survive until i get my pay next month. Sigh, must watch my $$ this month. 

Its still so late but never mind, I wanna watch world cup final hehe, I bet $10 on Spain, so Spain u can't disappoint me hor!!!!!!
Talk about life, Idk why but I believe that i had grown up, (ahem.....as in being independent financially; no need ask my poor mama for $$. Or else she will nag nag nag like machine guy. I am glad....). A boy who used to sit under the tree and cried whenever he was being bullied had grown up to talk back. But I had this feeling, there's one thing I am lacking in my life. A FATHER. Although my father is still alive but since my parents were divorced and I am now living with mom. Whenever I saw little children and friends being cared and spoiled by their fathers, I wished I was them. I would gaze at them with enviousness. I really envy my little sister, she got dad and her mother who is my step mom by her side, her life is complete. I can see father treasure her a lot, he always compares me and my sister like a golden bowl and a mud bowl. Why I always has to be a mud bowl. He treasures her like a goddess while I was being ignored by him. Whenever mom scolded or nagged at me, I wished father was there to protect me but he wasn't there for me. He is enjoying his life with his family (includes my sister and a caring stepmother). You wanted to cut ties with me, father , but what can i do?  Life is so unfair but I had to face with this truth. One day, I will show him that his son whom he often ignored that I am not a mud bowl. I will show him what I am capable of. I will show him I can take care of my mother and let her live in luxury in future. But its only that, I needed father......................

THE SINGAPORE HR AWARD (FRIDAY) 4E8 CLASS GATHERING (SATURDAY)

Huat ah!!! Friday got HR award gala night at Grand Hyatt hotel. They say we can wear black polo tee so i bought a black polo tee on the very morning, (AIYO ZAY LINN AR!!!! so last minute ar Zay Linn) ya then went to school, lols after I changed my shirt, i realised that I was the only guy who wear polo shirt (ARR!!!!!!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?? I FEEL SO ODD ONE OUT.MAN THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING) THANKS 01 GUYS... JOKING WITH ME SOMEMORE -_- and thanks to Jesslyn and Kexin for encouraging me and giving me support, thanks man!!!But anyways, I went to Ion G2000 to buy a more smarter and ahem...better looking shirt( There's go my $33 plus $10.80 for the polo shirt) Waa....at least its worth my money coz I looked much better, and thanks to Kevin for helping me to find the way, thanks Kevin. And i was part of the 6 vip ushers (LOLS, thanks god I changed shirt or else I will lose face and throw my school face in front of all the smartly attired guests.) Lols, anyways I gained a lot of experience from this event. Glad that Mrs. Loh chose me to be there. After the event, I went to meet Gilbert, Eugene, Hairizard, Amirah and Yee Leng to shop for the bbq next day. Tai Quan was there also, so we shopped and talked (a lot craps and Staff). So I part with them first needa go back home or else mother will nag like hell,haha.

Saturday morning meet gilbert and went to Yee Leng house to prepare for the bbq later on, (Yup we sure did make a big mess at her house) And there wasn't a single girl went for Yee Leng's house. Amirah supposed to come but she got training. Yeah, so imagine her parents shock when she see five guys and a girl in a house( Lols, like amirah said, 5 in 1 haha. hope her parents didn't mind). Ya so we went to the place around 5 pm to prepare for the place. And WTF, its was raining. lucky not the heavy rain. And WHO SAID THAT WE CAN'T BBQ UNDER THE RAIN. WE 4E8 PEOPLE ARE VERY IMAGINATIVE PEOPLE LAI DE, SO WE USED UMBERELLA TO COVER THE FIRE PIT (HAHA VERY CLEVER RIGHT OUR CLASS) AND HORRAY AND A BIG CHEER FOR TAI QUAN, WHO STARTED THE FIRE. WITHOUT HIM THE GATHERING WON'T BE SUCCESSFUL. I AM GLAD THAT WE HAVE A UNIQUE BBQ AND GATHERING. AND I ALSO GLAD THAT FUCKING IDIOT RYAN DIDN'T COME. Or else I didn't know what will i say to him either, after he stereotyping hilary and telling her that I am a 'BIG FAT TRAITOR' WTF.....(2/3 correct haha, i am big and fat) but I won't forget him for calling me traitor, bastard asshole, plus he tell hilary that I am treating Hilary that we treat her as an out cast. WTF, I think i really know why people didn't like you already. Sigh spoiled my mood. FUCKER, JUST GLAD THAT YOU DIDN'T COME FOR THE GATHERING OR ELSE............. sigh, never mind.........so I go for work for a while coz got alot things needa top up, and Xinfa alone can't handle it plus my TL Li Shuang (AHEM) threatened me that he will come and looked for us if we didn go down to work, WTF, I ALREADY TOLD REGIE SISTER THAT I REALLY CAN'T COME BUT NEVER MIND DE, xinfa need help also and i don't want to feel guilty. Haha and gilbert htey came to buy some liquors (AHEM AHEM, used me ar, you all good ar!!!!) lols, anyway i got drink a bit liquor also haha, to get high (But I didn need liquor also can get high). So around 12 we clean the place and went back, the gathering was unique and successful, HAHA 4E8 HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CYA AT NEXT GATHERING WHICH IS AT ........................................................UNIVERSAL STUDIO ;P CYA SOON!!!