Feeling a little discouraged

Currently getting depressed and discouraged. Seriously I am having second thought if the trip to Korea is actually worth the expenses or not?

Even before I could actually go there, I already am spending closed to 1K, almost all of my last month pay. If only I have a some kind soul to sponsor me. (Oh well, the world is full of if only's, what if's, blah blah blah.)

Then comes additional expenses for visas for Korea and Vietnam (I am transiting one night at Vietnam, so I might as well apply for a visa and tour around Hanoi).

But after spending so much, I am just discouraged. Simply discouraged.

Is this trip gonna worth everything? 

Source: Google

Signing Off!