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Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Torn Between Choices



There's gonna be Oversea Immersion Programme at Suzhou University in China, from September to January 2013. A five months long programme. Although costly, my mom encouraged me to apply for the programme. A HUGE SHOCK. 
Usually she would be against oversea trips and would nagged at me for hours before allowing me to go. But this time round, she even asking me to sign up for it without hesitation. She will even pay for my whole expenses. Shocking isn't it.

But, going to China isn't as easy as ABC. A lot of sacrifices have to be made, choices have to be chosen carefully. 

NYAA award ceremony takes place in October, so I can't attend the ceremony. Say, if I can take it next year with my friends, it would be good as well. But, I hate delaying, I want to get this thing done and over with.

And bye bye Myanmar for I have to undergo ITP in March Holidays. 

And bye to Daiko Concert if I were to go China. More damages to already ruined image in Daiko. I wonder what those seniors will think of me? Le sigh, more politics.

More things are waiting to be sacrificed. Bye to another round of Operation Shangri-La as well (if there is still one next year)


I am torn, between choices. Wishing that a miracle will happen. Cuz, I am rather a greedy type of person who want to grab hold of all given opportunities.

Sigh.

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