MST OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

YEAH BABES!!!!!!!!!!!!WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!!!!MST IS LIKE FINALLY OVER!!!!! haha, but then i didn't studied much, i even glad that i didn't studied for the PACC test. LOL. haha, i must be crazy, people glad they studied for the test while i am glad i didn't study for it. Haha, lets put it aside, today, jarad, poheng, xueqi, yl and me went to Nex mall. haha, it was an enjoyable, epic evening that is full of laughter. firstly, in the train, when i called po heng, EH, PO HENG, WO MEN ZAI BOON KENG, then all start laughing like mad, haha. Boon Keng, haha...and then meet po heng at Nex Mall and then walk around the shopping plaza and then went to find Pinky at Xtra, wow, Xtra at serangoon is even nicer and bigger than HJPT. cool man, i love the interior. After that,went to X-Craft buy shirt, 1 for $12, 2 for $20,so me and po heng share. Haha, cheapo right :D, and then we go eat at Yoshinoya, i love the food, OISHI, haha. And then alot of epicness and craps and laughter came out from our table. Yeah, its really a enjoyable evening, after dinner, we went to cotton on because i wanted to buy a jacket, a hoody shirt, haha, i wanted to buy so many things, and bought one. When i asked the lady for the price of the shirt, and her reply made me go YES YES YES....hahaYEAH, I BOUGHT A 44.95 SHIRT AT THE PRICE OF 20 BUCKS!!!!!!!!YES!!! HAHA XD. yeah, i shall stop here, but there are more stories to be told. Want to know more? call this number :D, lol, haha!!! good nights people, love you all :D

DECEMBER, MST

Wow, here I am, back to blogging again. Haha, time flied super fast man, as if its like, traveling at a speed of light. haha, i am over exaggerating. Well, anyways, lets talk about current situation. Now is MST time, yea I know, I know, I need to study but I am slacking and blogging like as if there is no exam like that, haha. I only got three papers to study, two down and 1 more to go. ITB was easy, manageable. Econs, I super glad that I studied, for all the questions were as easy as ABC. Haha, if i didn't study, imagine I would be sitting in a corner,drawing circles right now, haha. I only left with accounting. Accounting~~~hmm, i think i need to be serious this time already, cuz I failed once and I don't want to repeat this mistake again. Once bitten and twice shy, I keep my distance but you still catch my eyes~WHAT THE HECK, what am i doing? haha. Anyway, today is not my day man, seriously...but its alright, sometimes it can be also fun cuz you experience which you usually don't encounter in your daily life. It can be fun sometimes, if you think about it. And my beloved teacher Madam Yong;s "

life's always a bed of roses - beautiful but full of thorns. juz be a little more thick-skin and use the right tools to get rid of those irritating thorns. The roses will be yours to behold." quote really inspires me. I find it really true. My god, i love this quote man, thank you Madam Yong :D

And Bobby helped me design my blog, its...........TOTALLY SUPER MEGA ULTRA DUPER UP-SIZED COOL!!!!!!!!!!!! BOB, THANKS A MILLION, A BILLION, A TRILLION MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Oh, its already passed midnight already, I think i shall sleep soon or else i wont be able to wake up later. Haha, good nights ppl, good night to the people that totally rocked my life to the fullest, you guys are part of my life.......AHH....love you all :D:D

 

Today got GEMS registration at 9 am, (walao, why it had to be so early....), anyways, me, jasper, rona and xue qi got same class :) yay!!! ( can disturb the lecturer together, hehe)....yeah, today was quite a fun and a day full of nonsense and laughter especially at lunch. (my funny, epic and lame poses and talk cock make YL, Zakie, Rona and Pei Qi laughed  like hell, hope other daikoreans will enjoy today and hope no one get offended because of my actions)...today training was fun, really really fun to the max :) we celebrated jasper's birthday also. and of cuz TAUPOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (OEI!, HOW COME I AM AT BOTTOM), haha....anyways, i gotta admit, i really really had a great time today. (thanks guys, love you all)... and the truth from bottom of my heart, I don't regret joining daiko, cuz everyone is closed to one another, we are like a family..a happy family :)

Daikorean Unagi aka Cherry Boy ( a new name given by YL)

Time flies very fast, so fast until even before I realized it, I had already finished year one stage A and going to stage B. Time flies, people changed, a certain someone had changed to the max; pattern, attitude everything changed. I was shocked and at a loss for word, sometimes I wondered, is it still the good friend that once I used to know???? well, it can't be help. I may changed also, just that I didn't realized it. 

I got my GPA: 2.778. Better than average or just average. I hope fairprice will take it into consideration and grant me scholarship. Talk abt fairprice..........I got a new big fat mean bossy manager ( Haha I also big and fat and can be annoying sometimes, damn epic man, people mistook that I am his own son, they said we look alike, Haha, lame to the max. Never mind, so we gave him a nick name, Zaylinn's daddy, haaha). Before he come, we enjoyed working in the department but after he came everything went upside down. He love to stalk people, forcing his staff to work non stop. I really wish Pinky will be back to us. I love working under her. She understand us, gave us freedom, treating us like her own sons so it was really fun and enjoyable time working with her. If this new manger has a bit of Pinky's personality, I would love to work with him even working for a long time. Pinky has high concern for work and high concern for staff also, so she scored a full (9,9) based on marginal grid rule for leadership. While this new manager has high concern for work and low concern for his people (9,1), yeah. (wth, MOB haha, I still can remember it <3).Imagine my shock, when we were busy topping and clearing the pallets, he was out there helping the Bazaar dept instead of helping his own dept..Anyways, he got his own good point also, that is, he used soft tatic to approach staff and asking them to do things, which is unlikely from other managers. And he also good at controlling his temper, which i admired. Compared to other TLs and managers who always shouting, screaming and swearing around, he will be talking calmly which give him an advantage as a manager. I like him for his personality.Haha, Jian Hui, your personality rock!!!!

Daiko trainings were getting tougher and more physically tiring. But I gonna endure and face the challenge. After all, at Daiko, I feel like everyone is close to one another, helping, encouraging and supporting one another. Training are challenging, but no problem, as long as my friends are there. (thanks SP Daiko Xiao Ren Family =D) Of course, at the end of the day, we would ended up with some stiff muscle, jelly leg, body ache and blister. But its fun, I love it, love the feeling, especially the 'shiok-ness' when I sit down after the practices.

SP-CYA, yeah, love to serve passengers, and a smile would make a lot of difference :) and hearing their 'thank you' and appreciations after helping them. its sent a feeling; a mixture of happiness and being appreciated, down my spine. Gotta know more about the airport!!!! Haha, our days seniors are friendly and helpful. Friends sharing their experience after the duty was fun and enjoyable.

Yeah, holidays are going to end soon, can't wait to see my friends. And I gotta start planning and organizing activity for our 4E8's chalet in coming December. Gotta start choosing and calling ex-classmates to help organize this chalet. Zenda, Gilbert, Hairizard, Eugene, Deena, Amirah, Hilary and Me, of course. If I don start planning soon, Zenda will start nagging liao, haha...

                Monday, 6th September 2010. PACC paper. Confidence with my PACC as I finished my revision and thought that I would be able to do well for my paper. Well that was totally utterly different from reality.

               In reality, everything was different, it was the most hardest paper I ever seen, actually though I understand what was going on, well, my mind went blank. Everything has blacked out. I can't think a single shit. I lost 12 marks for Trial Balance, shit, I just couldn't believe that I leave blank for that questions. And I couldn't finish my paper. Guess I lost over 40 marks in total, Couldn't Believe it but well, what has done already been done, I'll just have to accept reality. Haha, I will be happy if I can just pass although I will be utterly disappointed with my paper. Plus, the duration wasn't even enough to finish the paper. I hope Singapore Polytechnic School of Business will take this matter into consideration and make amendment in the timing.
            Today,I was really pissed off with everything. Upset with my paper. To make it worse, my friends kept on shooting at me, calling me fat bitch (oink oink, haha), asking me to fuck off.  Although I usually ignore, today I just couldn't tolerate anything. I totally went emo, and I kept on saying vulgarity and pointing middle fingers to my friends. My sincere apologies to my friends. 

       And today went to take my pay slip with Shawn and Guo Yin aka Aunty :) and guess what, I been underpaid again, this is third time already. I informed my TLs about it and they told me that they will help me check but instead of getting what i deserve, it went worse. Shit! fed up with everything man, Fairprice, you did a good job in taking away my pay. No offense, but i really fed up like mad. 

           Sigh, today wasn't my day. Everything went wrong. I just wasn't in myself. Hoping that i will get some rest and some peace when I reach home but what welcoming me was mother's nagging and my fucked up cousins creating scene to make me look like a villain in their parents' eyes. Sigh! I don't feel like doing anything anymore, lost my mood to study, now feeling like my whole world is upside down. 

           Well.........................life isn't always perfect and life is always full of unfairness. I will just have to endure and move on with my life. I will move on :) hope tomorrow will be a better day for me :)

Wow, its been long since my last post, time flies really fast and now we are going to have a end of semester exam, yesterday was MOB. Yay at least one paper down, and yeah. Haha, now i am struggling for my statistic and econs, I don't understand a single bullshit of the module, die man. Aiya never mind la, for today is 31 August, teacher day celebration and we are going back to school later, so I will givve my self a break. Hehe, Ramesh Babe, can't wait to see her and make fun of her. I really missed her. I think lessons are boring without her. Lolz she gotta big influence on our class. I still can't forget her influential and big words such as NEVERTHELESS, ANYWAYS, YOU TALK SOME MORE I DEDUCT 5 MARKS FROM YOUR PAPER, PEOPLE AT THE BACK LISTEN CAREFULLY, LISTEN! PENS ON THE TABLE, SIT UP STRAIGHT NO SLOUCHING AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST ZAYLINN, STOP DAYDREAMING AND LOOK TO THE FRONT. Haha, Madam Santhi Ramesh babe rock our life in BLSS to the max. And I also should thank Madam Yong, although she may not be our academic teacher, she really changed my life, she understood the situations I was in, she encouraged me,gave me hope, never failed to listen to my stress and complains. Hope she is doing better now, and Lord, please please bless her with speedy recovery. Last but not least,  a big thanks to Mrs. Catherine Chan, my favorite Humanity teacher, although her ways of teaching is similar to what our class described as 'Communism', without her I wouldn't have survived in the battle too. Because of her constant trainings, nagging, endless afternoon and sleepy and boring lessons, I did well in my papers, thanks again Mrs Chan and love her sarcasm which never failed to amuse us.

Anyways, happy teachers day to all our beloved teacher who had given us guidance and putting us on the right path. You guys are rock!!!! especially Madam Yong, Mrs. Chan, Mrs. Ramesh and Mr. Yee. Thanks for your hard work. Love you all :) 

Wow, its been quite long since i blogged last time. Haha, i discovered a new phrase.

Love can be the solution to conflicts. In the mean time, Love can also be the cause of the tragedies.

 

no matter what happened, how fucking the life is, I will move on.

 Move on Zay Linn, Move on.

 

Waa one whole week never blog ready!!!!!!!!!

Lols, one week had passed by....I got my pay (which is a miserable amount $279, OMFG, can you believe it, man anyways, who asked me to take a lot leave during June. Haha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

So I used my $$ to buy a new spectacle and a bag, which cost almost $200. of course, only left with $79 to spent for this whole month. Hopefully my pitiful bank account will still survive until i get my pay next month. Sigh, must watch my $$ this month. 

Its still so late but never mind, I wanna watch world cup final hehe, I bet $10 on Spain, so Spain u can't disappoint me hor!!!!!!
Talk about life, Idk why but I believe that i had grown up, (ahem.....as in being independent financially; no need ask my poor mama for $$. Or else she will nag nag nag like machine guy. I am glad....). A boy who used to sit under the tree and cried whenever he was being bullied had grown up to talk back. But I had this feeling, there's one thing I am lacking in my life. A FATHER. Although my father is still alive but since my parents were divorced and I am now living with mom. Whenever I saw little children and friends being cared and spoiled by their fathers, I wished I was them. I would gaze at them with enviousness. I really envy my little sister, she got dad and her mother who is my step mom by her side, her life is complete. I can see father treasure her a lot, he always compares me and my sister like a golden bowl and a mud bowl. Why I always has to be a mud bowl. He treasures her like a goddess while I was being ignored by him. Whenever mom scolded or nagged at me, I wished father was there to protect me but he wasn't there for me. He is enjoying his life with his family (includes my sister and a caring stepmother). You wanted to cut ties with me, father , but what can i do?  Life is so unfair but I had to face with this truth. One day, I will show him that his son whom he often ignored that I am not a mud bowl. I will show him what I am capable of. I will show him I can take care of my mother and let her live in luxury in future. But its only that, I needed father......................

THE SINGAPORE HR AWARD (FRIDAY) 4E8 CLASS GATHERING (SATURDAY)

Huat ah!!! Friday got HR award gala night at Grand Hyatt hotel. They say we can wear black polo tee so i bought a black polo tee on the very morning, (AIYO ZAY LINN AR!!!! so last minute ar Zay Linn) ya then went to school, lols after I changed my shirt, i realised that I was the only guy who wear polo shirt (ARR!!!!!!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?? I FEEL SO ODD ONE OUT.MAN THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING) THANKS 01 GUYS... JOKING WITH ME SOMEMORE -_- and thanks to Jesslyn and Kexin for encouraging me and giving me support, thanks man!!!But anyways, I went to Ion G2000 to buy a more smarter and ahem...better looking shirt( There's go my $33 plus $10.80 for the polo shirt) Waa....at least its worth my money coz I looked much better, and thanks to Kevin for helping me to find the way, thanks Kevin. And i was part of the 6 vip ushers (LOLS, thanks god I changed shirt or else I will lose face and throw my school face in front of all the smartly attired guests.) Lols, anyways I gained a lot of experience from this event. Glad that Mrs. Loh chose me to be there. After the event, I went to meet Gilbert, Eugene, Hairizard, Amirah and Yee Leng to shop for the bbq next day. Tai Quan was there also, so we shopped and talked (a lot craps and Staff). So I part with them first needa go back home or else mother will nag like hell,haha.

Saturday morning meet gilbert and went to Yee Leng house to prepare for the bbq later on, (Yup we sure did make a big mess at her house) And there wasn't a single girl went for Yee Leng's house. Amirah supposed to come but she got training. Yeah, so imagine her parents shock when she see five guys and a girl in a house( Lols, like amirah said, 5 in 1 haha. hope her parents didn't mind). Ya so we went to the place around 5 pm to prepare for the place. And WTF, its was raining. lucky not the heavy rain. And WHO SAID THAT WE CAN'T BBQ UNDER THE RAIN. WE 4E8 PEOPLE ARE VERY IMAGINATIVE PEOPLE LAI DE, SO WE USED UMBERELLA TO COVER THE FIRE PIT (HAHA VERY CLEVER RIGHT OUR CLASS) AND HORRAY AND A BIG CHEER FOR TAI QUAN, WHO STARTED THE FIRE. WITHOUT HIM THE GATHERING WON'T BE SUCCESSFUL. I AM GLAD THAT WE HAVE A UNIQUE BBQ AND GATHERING. AND I ALSO GLAD THAT FUCKING IDIOT RYAN DIDN'T COME. Or else I didn't know what will i say to him either, after he stereotyping hilary and telling her that I am a 'BIG FAT TRAITOR' WTF.....(2/3 correct haha, i am big and fat) but I won't forget him for calling me traitor, bastard asshole, plus he tell hilary that I am treating Hilary that we treat her as an out cast. WTF, I think i really know why people didn't like you already. Sigh spoiled my mood. FUCKER, JUST GLAD THAT YOU DIDN'T COME FOR THE GATHERING OR ELSE............. sigh, never mind.........so I go for work for a while coz got alot things needa top up, and Xinfa alone can't handle it plus my TL Li Shuang (AHEM) threatened me that he will come and looked for us if we didn go down to work, WTF, I ALREADY TOLD REGIE SISTER THAT I REALLY CAN'T COME BUT NEVER MIND DE, xinfa need help also and i don't want to feel guilty. Haha and gilbert htey came to buy some liquors (AHEM AHEM, used me ar, you all good ar!!!!) lols, anyway i got drink a bit liquor also haha, to get high (But I didn need liquor also can get high). So around 12 we clean the place and went back, the gathering was unique and successful, HAHA 4E8 HUAT AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CYA AT NEXT GATHERING WHICH IS AT ........................................................UNIVERSAL STUDIO ;P CYA SOON!!!