SAYONARA YEAR 2!

Today Research method paper was screwed badly. But who cares?

EXAMS ARE OVER! FREEDOM IS MINE FINALLY.

Well, maybe not. A mere 6 weeks of holiday is, hmm, nothing. Now that exams are over, I kinda of lost the purpose in life. Have zero clue on how to enjoy my newly found freedom. I AM BORED, CLUELESS ON WHAT TO DO. 

Ok, I am contradicting myself if I say I am bored and clueless. This week is going to be a week full of event. 

Night safari outing with bros on 29th Feb (The date is kinda special? IT'S A LEAP YEAR!) 1st March, gathering with Mt Kinabalu trip buddies, bros and sis's. 2nd March, DHRMP event and SHANGRI-LA PEEPS GATHERING. 3rd March, juniors lunch (so sweet of them <3). 

And THE MOMENT I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR, HOME SWEET HOME MYANMAR ON 4TH MARCH. WHO ISN'T EXCITED. OH YEAH!

Alright, many events lined up but still lost the purpose of life for now. A drastic change from being suffocated by piles of projects, tests, exams into complete state of freedom (6 weeks) until year 3 begins. Need to get used to it. 

As for now, I deserved a good rest. 

~GOOD NIGHT WORLD~

-NOT-

Exams is in the nick of time. But here I am, surfing nets, procrastinating like no one's business. Well, I guess I am not the only one here.

Someone please give me 

TO STUDY PLEASE.

:((

Signing off. 

The clock struck twelve a couple of minutes ago. A day is finished and a new day awaits. 

Feeling down? 

Tell yourself that you have survived yet another day of bullshits, craps, a tarnished day. OH YEAH! YOU DID IT. Congratulate yourself. 

And encourage yourself, you will survive another day since you have survived today. You gotta stay optimistic in life, because life is too short to stay sad and dull all the time. Plus, you will not enjoy the awesomeness of life if you are being too pessimistic. You need to motivate yourself. 

Allow your thoughts to run wild, because it can at least help to reduce the burden in your heart. Better than nothing. Would you surpass your emotion and getting yourself into deep sadness or allow your thoughts run wild and feel at least better?

Ok, I am crapping. Too worn out, exhausted. It feels as if every bits of my energy was being drained and sucked dry. I don't even have the energy to fap fap fap now. That portrays how exhausted I am. 

I guess it's time for me to call it a day. I survived yet another day of craps, and, I am ready for more. Just a little self motivation and you are all set to embrace more bullshits. Are you ready? 

Signing off. 

Valentines Day: Celebrating yet another year of single hood *foreveralone*

Valentines Day tomorrow. And guess what, we have the Negotiation and Conflict Management final role play at school tomorrow. Another year coming to school for presentations on a Valentines day. So fated right? 

Presentations, projects, assignments, submissions and exams on untimely days (for example, Valentines day, Chinese New Year)? With SP, it's so possible. SP, WHY WE ARE SO FATED. 

Nevertheless, I enjoyed going back to school though. I feel so belonged to school, even if it means going back to school on a Valentines day. Better than staying at home, rotting and getting nagged by mother. 

Let's head back to topic, shall we? Tomorrow marks yet another year of being single. Well, sometimes, I yearn for a relationship too. Though there were many chances given to me, I refused to accept them. Staying truthful to my oath of staying single till I finish my studies. Well, until end of Poly life, at least. Why am I contradicting myself, le sigh. 

Once bitten, twice shy. Went through a relationship once is enough. And there is so much freedom being single. You don't have to worry about ditching your friends, just to go out with a girl.And you can be there for your friends, when they need you. You don't have to worry about planning times for friends and girlfriend. A lot more benefits to being single.

Alright, that's my general points of view about being single. I am not saying having a relationship is bad. I would be a bad ass if I say it sucks being in a relationship. Of course, if you can find true love in the relationship, there, the happiness is all yours. If you have a understanding girlfriend, that would be even better. 

For those forever alone people, treat tomorrow as a friendship day. Cherish your friends, make them feel blessed and fortunate. 

For me, having a date with SP tomorrow. Presentation for two consecutive years on a Valentines day, it's fate. FML, haha, kidding. Enjoy tomorrow people. 

PROUD TO BE SINGLE!

Signing off.

"Once a person feels appreciated, he will even go beyond miles to help the person without expecting anything more from them, knowing that he is being appreciated. Not wanting to lose, letting them go, he will remind them how important they meant to him, directly or indirectly. And he will do his best to bring that awesome friendship closer."


True story. Don't you find it true too? That's how I met my buddies, best friends, bros. 

We help people, we were forgotten after a while. No appreciation is heard. And we felt hurt and empty because of this. However there are a few people out in the world who appreciate our help more than anyone. 

They will tell us how appreciated they were of our help. And it helps to bright up one's mood, instantly. Well, not for everyone, but, it works for me. I would not want to lose this kind of friends. I did my best and still doing to retain this awesome friends. 

If you ever forget how much you really meant to me, I will sing a song, to remind you. - Bueno Mars

However, I failed to retain a (most awesome one of all, in fact) friend. I guess I failed as a friend. And the saddest moment comes when someone we often talked to has drifted away from us. It is seemed like we became unimportant to that person. And of course, you will miss that person a lot. 

Sometimes, it seems like the whole world has fallen apart once you lost grip of the best friend of yours. OK, over exaggerating, but, it kind of true. You see the point there, do you? And when we think about it, it pains so much, all the emotions could burst out anytime. There is this kind of feeling that can't be explained developed in that moment. Sad. Hurt. Pain. Lost. 

That is the reason why I hesitated to get into relationship, considering the facts above. So sometimes, you can't blame me for being single. I would not want to jeopardize the friendships because of relationships, even though having a companion by your side seems ideal. 

Friends come and go, so grab hold of them and make them stay while you have the chance. 

P.S TODAY MARKS THE END OF FOUR MODULES OF YEAR 2 SEMESTER 2. AWESOME MAN. SAY BYE BYE TO HRIS, TND AND CI. 

Final role-play for NCM awaits next Tuesday. ON VALENTINES DAY. SO FATED TO COME TO SP ON EVERY VALENTINES DAY WITHOUT FAIL. Have a great day everyone. And all the best for your exams. I only got two papers, hehe. 

Signing off!